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Name: Dominique
Birthday: 7/29/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: MUSIC..!!!My chemical romance because they are so awesome!! The used! HIM! GreenDay! atreyu! killswitch!!oh yeah!!oh yes and plenty other ones, but unlike on my space this damn thing wont let me list them all, arg! haha and umm my friends, sitting around and just talking about anything, writing, joking around, comics, make-up, and uh, LOTS OF WRITING, piercings, tattoos, haha boys that wear makeup and can pull it off, hah and yeah my friends!they fucking rock!! (thats why their my friends!)
Expertise: eating people
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
MSN: poisonedchild29@aol.com
AIM:  PoisonedChild29
AIM:  B3n3athHerSmil3s
Member Since:
12/8/2003
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| bleh...everything is not happy at all right now... | | |
| wow....i just realized, i'm really sad..... i thought i was okay and then i rest my head on my pillow... and then thought... wow i'm sad... weird i guess... its like 3 am and i should be sleeping but i cant, and i have to pee!arg.. but i dont want to get up, and my stomache is growling, stupid thing! oh man, yeah this xanga thing is lame, its all about my space, haha i've said that too many times before, oh man school is coming up, so lame!! i dont want to go!! dammit!! oh man and dereks birthday is on saturday!!! so exciting!!! by the way kelly if u get this u have to come to the BBQ we are having for him!! if not, then ill just call you, if u dont read this i mean! haha yeah, oh and vinnies birthday is on monday, big ONE EIGHT! oh man thats so crazy, even though hes not my boyfriend anymore, i bought him shizit.. haha yeah, damn people i swear! oh man, life and people are crazy i swear, man i feel so lonely right now, it sucks! ::sigh:: well i think it will be better, well cya people, whoever reads this stuff... its hard to tell! haha yeah *muah* and man this movie is SOOOO FUNNY!! WATCH IT!!! | | |
| wow i never use this thing anymore, oh well i guess, well life is bleh right now, i mean i have had on and off alot i guess, like TASTE OF CHAOS!!! was fucking incredible!!! and i met killswitch engage and it was fucking amazing! they are very nice!! haha considering their hardcore music taste, it was cool though, well besides that me and vinnie are broken up, but it wouldnt seem so i guess, but as of yesterday we are "oficially" broken up, i am saddddddd and lonely! i hate it.... arg... then yesterday was battle of the bands, it was okay i guess, not really, then after vinnie came over and then went home cuz sasha, matt, joe, and gonzo came over, so he got all mad.. but its okay now, we're getting along okay now, so its all good, then we all just hung out in my room, it was funny, lol yeah and now im at work, so i shall go back to it!! cya!! | | |
| its the worst feeling when you have someone and yet you still feel alone, you are supposed to have a "SPECIAL BOND" but what do you do when its gone, when all you have left are bad memories, sad memories, do you leave them?? do you try and fix it?? what do you do when they have nothing to say after you pour your heart out?? maybe thats worse... what do you do when you dont know what to do?? what is left?? what next?? what happens all you want is to make them happy and they spit it back in your face? what next?? it hurts so bad when someone says they dont wnat to hurt you and you believe them.... but its worse when you've done it to other people also, trust me, i have done it many times, its just hard to cope with when its done back t0 you, by someone who says they care for you more then anything in the world... whats a girl to do when she feels so alone, when she can hide this no longer, when everything she thought she knew was a lie, or maybe i am just blinded, seeing what i wanted to see in a person, something not really there, a figment, a dream... i have never been so confused about something, its hard to leave but hard 2 stay, its a lose-lose situation i'm in... its the most devastating thing to think, I... I AM THE ONE who got myself here.... its so pathetic... damn... | | |
| well i dont know whether i should start off from now and then go back or if i should start from the beginning until now... i guess i will leave off from my last entry then...
well the show ROCKED!!! i mean when we first showed up and such there wasnt that many people so we were kinda thinking no one would be there, and we just laughed and talked the whole time, it was raining, but it was fun, i found out a bunch of lies that were told, haha so incredible how much you trust someone and then find out everything they've ever told you is a lie, one by one i'd say, well we got in there and it was cool, we got free stuff!! thats always great, and we just talked alot, and then the show started, i didnt get into it until later, like we kept getting stepped on but it was ok, no one cared, vinnie went into the mosh pit thing, that was scary, but i'm a wuss, so yeah, oh well, and then like there was this one guy that was SUCH AN ASSHOLE!! like we was spilling his drink all over this one girl and hitting her and her guy friend and like i could tell she was scared to say something, and then she POLITELY said something and he got all mad and started yelling at her and her friend and then stephanie too! what a jerk, i mean he had probs, then he was yelling at the band and saying fuck you and such, it was crazy, yeah and he smelled so disgusting, like weed and alcohol.. then like he was pushing me and then vinnie, and vinnie got mad and pushed him back and the guy got mad, and then they were all pissed and yelling and grabbin each other, and being boys i guess... i tried to pull them off each other and so did stephanie but it was pointless, then this black guy came out of nowhere and pulled the guy by the throat, it was crazy!! haha a bunch of people were saying thanks to vin and patting him on the back and stuff, for getting that guy away... it was crazy, i got SCARED! haha yeah... then like we were all into the show after that, jumpin up and down and yelling, it was great, i lost my voice at the end of the night and my legs were dying from moving around so much, it was GREAT!!!
friday i just cleaned out the garage for the party I WAS THROWING FOR KORDIAN!! damn man... yeah
saturday i was all up early and ready to get shit done for the party and we went out and bought stuff and decorated the garage and it looked so awesome! but it went to SHIT! i dont even want to talk about it, i am still pissed, lets just say i wont be throwing a party for someone who wont give a shit about it later, pointless and unappreciative people out in the world these days... fuck it
sunday i went to CHUCK-E CHEESE! for my sisters b-day, it was great, i got to see all my family and i played games and got tickets, it was cool, being young again is great, you should try it out, works wonders for stress, but yea, then i went home and then to vinnie's... rented movies and such :)
today, i babysat, it was cool, i love the kids i watch, so i made cash and had fun, its always great to make some moolah off of doing something you like, great stuff!! but i feel like putting pictures on my wall, so ill cya people, im supposed to be sleeping for school tomorrow, but ill just go late, shame on me.
and now, im in trouble, for saying dumb shit and hitting my bro, but i wouldnt take it back, he deserved it more then anything, so w/e :) and i'm leaving thursday to go to mammoth to snowboard and wont be back till sunday, kinda sad, i hate leaving home, but maybe it wont be bad, we'll see, well im going to FINALLY go now... xoxo dominique marie | | |
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